Sunday, October 21, 2012

27... Time to make better choices

Well,

That is the word... Well... I would like to feel that way... 

I received the birthday present of a 101 degree fever, a stuffy nose and much congestion, I thought I was immune to sickness, I was wrong, dead wrong. However, I have made the most of it. I do not feel well.

I cancelled most of my plans for my birthday, I toughed it through some, all in all it was like a "3" birthday on the actual day to day on a 1-10 scale, (all pessimism aside) I truly enjoy the emails, I can't wait to make that book. I think I cried on just about every one. That was a really nice thing that meant a lot to me. Going to Boise was amazing, family stuff was amazing, I feel so much love in my life. I am a very blessed man to have such great people in my life... Okay, not gonna lie... It was so overwhelming, at one point I silenced my phone and physically locked it in another room because it was blowing up and I couldn't handle it. I was sick and did not feel good. LoL! Not exactly the ideal way to spend a birthday. I wanted to go to Famous Daves for my birthday, however, I could not taste a thing so that would be a colossal waste of good BBQ. To top it off, the mosquitoes are honestly breeding in my house, I kill like 30-50 a day... This doesn't make for the best Birthday ever. 

On the largest plus side, I totally may have just set the Guinness book of world records for the most epic chicken noodle soup ever created in a kitchen, I need to look in to that. I also figured out my next step in life and what I am going to do with myself in this future. It's time for another house, time for more money, time to do more real estate, time to get an MBA, time to get married to the woman God has for me, time to start my family and time to get more ripped, 27 is looking real good. This is the year of stepping up and taking control of my life in those aspects. I am blessed :) Time to make better choices...

So I have no idea where to begin to thank you all for your kindness towards me, for your voicemails, your calls, your texts, your voxers, your facebook posts, your facebook messages, your emails, your prayers, your love and your friendships, I have no idea how to reply to that. There were well over 200 just on facebook, I wish you could have witnessed my text message inbox. I didn't quite make the thousands for birthday wishes this year but there were a few hundred. It was quite overwhelming. 

So thank you for making my birthday awesome, without you all this year, my birthday would have been the loneliness of me laying in my dark house alone, being sick, not feeling well and not feeling loved, but instead I was overwhelmed by your love and kindness. 

Happy 27th Birthday to me. :) 

Thank you for being my firends. God loves me, I know that because I have you all as friends. 


Wednesday, October 17, 2012

What I really want as a Birthday Gift

Hey All!!!

My birthday is October 19th or 20th, I'm not really sure, sad that the birthday guy doesn't know his own birthday, maybe it's time for a new identity. I am 27 this week and as I look back on my life, there are so many of you that have impacted me through your examples, the things you say, the things we have done together, we have so many wonderful memories, funny stories and cool things that we have accomplished together, whether it was once in passing, or through Facebook or maybe we were close once.

So for my birthday this year, (inspired by TJ & Sarah Hayes) I would love more than anything if as a gift you would send me an email to: KevinGoldberg10@gmail.com
That tells the story, memory, or interaction that we have had, how I have maybe impacted you, a memory, send me some love, I would love so much to print them all, put them in a book and feel of your love whenever I am having a down day or I need to draw from your inspiration, I can pick up my book and read through it. Your small act of kindness for my birthday will truly change my life. Then tell everyone you know that knows me, to do the same thing, share and post a link to this blog, make it big. I don't ask for much usually. This is me asking.

If I could have any gift for my 27th Birthday. THAT would be it, it'd mean so much to me, that letter makes it into immortality and I can keep it forever, I am a sentimental guy.

Thank you in advance for taking a half hour out of your year to add so much meaning to my life on such a special day for me by giving me a gift that truly keeps on giving.

-Kevin

Ps: KevinGoldberg10@gmail.com

Monday, October 15, 2012

My Birthday is almost here!!!

Happy Birthday to me!!!

I am going to be 27! Whew... I thought I would be married by now, crazy how things work, right? I am NOT married, not even dating anyone, just single and down to be set up and open to whatever God has for me.


I trail back to 8 years old when I used to dream about when I would be 26.

I thought I would be married to an incredible woman, a woman that "gets it," that loves God with passion, faith and conviction, with an amazing family that loves God as much and lives it, people I would trade places with, she has an incredible relationship with her father & mother, she is confident, she knows who she is, commands respect, tremendous self worth, is wise and possesses vision for God, Life, Family, and Money, she is constantly learning, progressing and growing in all areas, she loves unconditionally, she knows how to receive and how to ask, she is kind, humble, modest, empathetic, charismatic, thoughtful, bold, courageous, simple, intelligent, selfless, frugal, spontaneous, old fashioned, romantic, cheesy, open, expressive, communicative, social, practical, passionate, forgiving, intuitive, perceptive, goal driven, organized, she's easy to please, has an amazing sense of humor, she is laid back, gorgeous, fit, she has Mormon eyes, they dazzle, she has the most adorable smile, and she is always using it, she's honestly like the prettiest girl I have ever met in my life, fitness is important to her, she is beautiful... Let me clarify...

Who she is + her looks + her birthday  X  her spiritual strength = Beautiful. :)

She isn't just beautiful, she's the most beautiful girl I have ever known, she is pure, she is my girl, she sees me for who I am, accepts my faults, loves me for me, helps me to grow and improve and become better, she is attracted to me spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and physically. This girl is so affectionate, playful and she has respect, for herself, for me, for others, she is cuddly she holds my hand, she wants to be a mom and she may or may not have dimples.

I would be successful as a husband, as a father, starting his family, with at least 3 kids, no more than 15. I would be a multi-millionaire, with an 8 figure net worth, and a large diversified investment portfolio and over 150 cash-flowing assets and as far as in business, I would have a few businesses that ran themselves with only a couple hours of work a week, I will put all my time into doing humanitarian work and travelling the globe with my family and friends, helping people and speaking to large audiences all over the world, writing best selling books, and being a famous musician and rapper, doing shows and having a TV show, all while making memories with my friends and family.

In the material world at 7 years old I was dreaming that at 26 I was building a big house with a cul-de-sac with my friends and family all living on the same street, and I would have such a long driveway you would have to ride 4 wheelers to get the mail, some of the features would include a race track, a very big swimming pool, tons of acres of land, a massive garden, a beautiful guest house with the most amazing beds, an amazing patio with grills and smokers for wonderful BBQ's, a recording studio, a steam room in the master, an amazing private balcony with spectacular view, fireplace in the master, a heated driveway facing south, and no one around for at least a half mile.

Wild how 26 truly played out, nothing like my former 8 year old self may have anticipated it would be.

This has been a year of tremendous personal growth, the building up of my self worth, the demolishing of my incessant facade, the letting go of the front I may or may not put up, learning how to receive, learning how to ask, the concept of truly letting people in, the understanding of my emotions, finally recognizing, acknowledging and accepting my strengths, and weaknesses, The building of my confidence in myself and the letting go of my fear of singing and dancing. I learned to love, I learned to love myself, I learned to let go, I learned to love myself through self-consciousness and to calm down, to be still, to be deserving of happiness, I learned that I am enough, that I like who I am, and that I do not have to do life alone or feel lonely, I have myself, but most important lesson I learned was that I am nothing without God, I have God and that is the best place to put my trust and THAT was the single most defining lesson this year.

26 will be fondly remembered, this year queued me up for what I thought 26 would be. I had to become the man that I needed to be, in order to attain these desires. This was the pregame warm up, 27 will be that year but I have enjoyed every minute of this journey so far, the good, the bad, even the ugly, I am grateful I am alive, I am moving the checkers forward, I am healthy and happy, I am sure life could be better, I am sure life could be worse, but it's really beautiful no matter how you look at it.


#Grateful

Monday, October 8, 2012

Looking Forward

I have this desire to do more, to be more and have more. It is a remarkable feeling that won't seem to go away.

I am actively pursuing my dream with all the voracity I contain as a 26 year old man, I am coming into 27 rather quickly and I think to myself, "it is time to get married. You're at the age and it is the next step in life, maybe even before financial and material prosperity, yeah, let's get on that."

So this is my proclamation to the world, my "putting it out there," my APB so to speak, it is October 8th, 2012, less than 2 weeks till 27, and I am ready for "the one."

This is the part where those of you that read this, put some thought into "her" for me, market me, set me up, find her for me, I shall place a bounty on her head. As to what that bounty is, why I am still determining it myself.

I want to fall madly in love, forever, I can hardly fathom what it'll be like having her in my life, I do believe though that the time is now. When and
Where will we meet is what shall haunt my thought processes, I shall go to God in prayer on this one, I do know the main criteria, she has to be between 24-29 years of age, strong LDS that "gets it," and lives the gospel with her whole soul, she's also gorgeous, fit, on my level and has a great family. dimples would be an amazing plus. :)

Hope you have a good week. :)

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