Uhhh!!!
First, i spent some super quality time with the love of my life and my best friend Halli, ah I love my daughter, she completes me. She sings the cutest songs ever, it's adorable, I tried recording her today, that's the great challenge, she catches me and stops singing, it's like filming a wild animal hahahaha!!! :) she is the best, we had an epic event in her life that brought us way closer together, it was a good thing. I love her not only for who she is, but for who I am when I am with her.
Next, I got to grow closer to one of my best friends, the man that brought me into my career and to the Lds church, next I got to see the man that baptized me peel out in an M5, so sick! Spiritually I needed a hug from him today, funny how God works, it's been a rough few days, I needed that :)
Then I got to go up into God's great mountains to the top of a peak and celebrate a special birthday with one of my best friends and enjoy a full moon and a good conversation, next I learned so many valuable lessons about myself from one of my best friends while I hiked all through text, I ate clean all day and drank lots of water, I am sore all over and I stretched, it's a hydrate and recover day.
Now I think I will watch braveheart and then play guitar and sing till my fingers hurt and I can't talk tomorrow, I have some learning to do!!!
I am sitting in my car in front of my parents house reminiscing about my life, I just ran into my old Beemer, the guy I sold it to improved it, babies it and it has only had like 5,000 miles put on it, he offered me what I sold it for and it's a way better car now, that was cool, I have been dealing with my ex wife lately, that's been really fun, I have learned so many lessons and continue to grow tremendously through her, I am so grateful for that, it's hard on me sometimes but I am blessed to have that. :) my life is awesome, God is so good to me, I feel so comfortable in this moment, windows down, looking at my old surroundings and thinking about life with my family living in Layton, pre networking, pre LDS, it's a trip, here i am with my hoodie on, in comfy jeans, with a Tahiti, comfy shoes and a smile on my face, it's hoodie weather, my hair is in my favorite style short and sweet and not much maintenance required, and the season is changing. Autumn is here :) its libra month. My favorite self reflection marathon. Time to grow rapidly. 26 is almost done. This is better than new years. New goals, big decisions to make, the becoming of an adult, I am making all the life altering choices right now. Life is at that point, I'd love input in these by a significant other, but it isn't the time or place I suppose, I am open and growing everyday I am becoming the best Kevin Goldberg I can be.
I am ramping up to make a few choice phone calls to a few people to find the people we run with for the rest of our lives, it's time. I have a few months of busy up ahead. Cranking things up, becoming more hypercritical of myself and going into beast mode on every area of my life. Time to be what I wanted to be when I grew up.
I am growing up, 26 was "my year" since I was the littlest boy. It's almost over... I have done a lot of big boy things this year. 27 will be the first year of being who I wanted to be when I grew up. I played around long enough. This was my limit many years ago.
Uhhh!
More to come, stay tuned :) I love you all, thanks for taking time to read this, repost it and share with your friends, I am grateful for your example in my life :)
-K
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